Salioka-chan

I'm sorry for everything I have put the both of you through, I have been having personal issues. I promise you both right now that I will no longer hide, and work my way toward being a better collaborator. I'm afraid, and so I hide. But this is both disrespectful and irresponsible. It only hurts everyone and nothing gets better. so I'll stop hiding now and face the music. I'm going to attempt to finish a page a day for both of you. At the very least. If I don't say this, and if I'm not held responsible I'm afraid that I won't get anything done. I'm a selfish person, but I'm going to try to fix this. I'll begin this with posting

I think I figured out why I've been sad every so often. Today my sister came by with her boyfriend to study and this was the first time in a week and a half that I had last seen her. We don't hang out anymore.. When I was in sixth grade she was my best friend. But now she drifted so far I don't even know what her favourite colour is. I barely see her and I talk to her even less, but I love talking with her. It's so much fun! But she's different than me, I don't have much to talk about so our conversations are always brief... I wish I could talk up a storm and share common interests with her. I miss her. I think my four in the morning syn

AHHAhahahahahah ahahahhahahahaha hahahahahahahahahhahaha ahahahahhaah ahaha ha ha ha... ha pfft-ahahahaha, ahahhaa, haha ha.. *takes a few deep breaths* Hahahahahhahahahahahahahhahah ahahahahhahaa Hahahahaha HahahHAHAHA HAHAHHAHAHA HAHAHAHAH pfft, some people are just so gosh darn impatient and arrogant. I think they should start realising that maybe the problem doesn't lie in other people.